Monday, April 5, 2010
Lulu goes back to work at DFK
Today I'm thankful for...
My beautiful wife healthy enough to get back to what she loves
My chance to be more involved with my kids
Family unity
Having so much
As we wake this Monday morning to a layer of fresh snow in April, this is the first day of Lulu returning to the office. She wanted me to post a note of gratitude before she set off to the passion that she loves. Here's what she had to say;
As my first day back at the office gets closer my emotions are high and low. At times I am so exited, and other so sad. To think all we have gone thru these past months. Sometimes I feel it is still all a bad dream. That I will be back at the office and will be back to normal... it has been so hard for me to talk about my feelings...Some of my coping skills have been keeping myself as busy and my energy level allows me to be. It helps me not to feel 'sick', different from everyone around me or even resentful of the why me. I am so gratetful for all the lessons learned, for all the support for all the people that have touch and change our lives. I know that God has been with me every step of the way. He did not give me this cancer, he has given me so much. Great doctors that are watching and taken care of me, wonderful friends and an amazing family. We finally took a family picture. I was looking forward to do it as we do every year. We did not do it during the holidays as I was still recuperationg from my surgery. I have such a beatiful and great kids. I have such a loving, patient and supportive husband. I feel guilty for all have put them thru this year. To look at my boys, Carter, Thomas and Hamilton, and see how much they have grown. To see Lourdes, how happy and healthy she is keeps reminding my of Gods miracles and how much he really loves me.
I am ready for the next chapter of our lives!
Hugs to everyone,
Lulu
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Good luck going back to work I hope its filled with more excitment than anxiety. You are now a role model, you are a picture of a survivor, a fighter. I am proud of you.
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