I was very worried

Today I'm thankful for...

Having flexablility to change my schedule Having a partner in the practice to help with patient care

Lourdes is here with us God in our life's

Today was an important day (little did we know at the time but the test done today were just the start of many more). Lulu was to have mammogram and ultrasound done with the radiologist. We were hopeful that this all would turn out OK, but knew the seriousness of the situation.

I wanted to reschedule the day's patients to be there during the procedure, but true to her form, Lulu was worried about having to interupt our patients life's by re-scheduling their appointments? She talked me out of it! At around 10:30 AM the office staff told me that Dr. Molina was on the phone and wanted to speak to me (only in emergencies do we call eachother during patient hours). She informed me that her tests were done and that the radiologists was "extremely concerned about the findings of the tests" but we could talk more when I arrived to see Baby Loudes that evening at the NICU.

I hung up the phone only to reflect on the news she reported. This doesn't mean that it's breast cancer, was all I could tell myself. At that moment, I felt a presence (a lot like a parent watching over a sicky child) just then and a voice spoke out in my head saying to me, "You be there physically, emotionally, and spiritally for your lovely wife, this is what your destiny is!" I believed from that point forward I was transformed into higher spiritual being? From that day forward I was there at all the critical times for both Baby Lourdes and my wife.